All (s)well that end (s)well !!!

Wow.. what a roller coaster ride the week has been!! The Ups and Downs, the Highs and Lows, the thunders and calm… yeah.. all that jazz!! What started off with a wonderful news of me being invited as the guest speaker for the Saahitya Ranga’s Saahitya Goshti at California, (not to mention that I have also been asked to read a couple of poems, and the book that has my short story in it is also being released at the same time!!), immediately fizzled out due to some skirmishes, but the near ones remained near and grew even more dearer at the end of all of it. There is something that has to be said about all these small squabbles. They do seem gigantic at the onset, but then, once they are seen in proper perspective, they seem so minute, but yet they make people come close. Once we understand what led to it, and how we can get over it, and realize how much we value the person and the relationship, I guess everything turns swell again!
In fact, isn’t that the very reason, why we quarrel at the first place! It’s because we treasure the person too much, and it is people who matter to us, who can hurt us! We become vulnerable to them. Don’t we?
Well, as the week is drawing to an end, I am happy that trust and faith have won, and the bonds have only grown stronger. There are more of my friends who are going to turn up at the Sahitya Goshti in LA, California, and that only means more fun!!! The way I see it… Life goes on….

Just a good ol’ boy!!!

What would one call a person who
  • Is just there for someone!
  • Who gives the shoulder for ppl. who cry, ears for ppl. who wanna talk, care for ppl. who he cares about!
  • Tries to make her smile and laugh when she is troubled!
  • Makes her see the bright stars when all she is interested in is the towering dark midnite!
  • Trusts someone beyond a point of question and yet is questioned of his integrity every time!
  • Patiently bears with all idiosyncracies of a person, and then at the end of the day is just branded and accused?!!
  • A person who is shamingly honest about every aspect of his feelings, and yet is misread!
  • A person who craves to understand, and yet is misunderstood!
  • A person who only wishes to cherish the beautiful things in the world, but is treated like a criminal?!!

Would there be a name for him? Or is he just some inconsequential human meant only to be used and thrown?! He is just a good ol’ boy! Someone who just stays silent… saying nothing… not getting a chance to say anything…. not a single chance!

Am just confused!!

Things are all just fuzzy… I dunno what to do.. or whatever am doing whether it is right or not!! I wish somehow everything wud clear off.. I just wish… I just wish…

Clouds!!!


How I Envy these Clouds!

They seem to play with such glee.

Wanton abandon bereft in their souls

Not a care in the world…

Their laughter fills the skies

Mocking at our slavery! Our binding!

The bright dazzling streaks of light…

Calling me unto their fold!

Moth like my soul rises to meet them.

Oh! What bliss to join their lovely dance!

Dried up soul, thirsty for love,

reminiscences filling every moment!

It was raining that day too! The day

When love had rained so in the fields of my heart!

The hairy black clouds, the tinkling laughter

The dazzling bright eyes, the innocent abandon,

How enchanting she looked! How playful!!

The earth so thirsty is lapping up the drops,

Oh! How blessed it is, How Lucky!

Every rainy day burns me more

The thirst lingers on… for that lovely day!

When love rained… for the same sight… the same night!!!

– Praveen !

Thatz me for y’all ladies!!!

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My tunes these days – partie deux

There are a lot of Songs that keep rummaging in my mind often.. in all languages.. I do prefer them based on my moods.. with a huge song collection, it often becomes a big problem as to how to include ’em all. Anyways, herez a random list of ’em from Hindi, Tamil, Telugu and Malayalam.
In Hindi:-
  1. Woh lamhe Woh yaadein sung by Atif (Zeher)
  2. Tere dar par sanam sung by Kumar Sanu (Phir teri kahaani yaad aayi)
  3. Dur se koyi aaye by the group Strings
  4. Khaali haath shaam aayi hai by Asha Bhonsle (Ijaazat)
  5. Sajana O Sajna by Hemlatha (Dulhan wohi jo piya man bhaaye)
  6. Mahive by Sukhwinder singh and Richa Sharma (Kaante)
  7. Husn pahaadon kaa O saahiban by Lata Mangeshkar and Suresh Wadkar (Ram Teri Ganga Maili)
  8. Waada na Tod by Lata Mangeshkar (Dil Tujhko Diya – thanx to Deepak for the movie name)
  9. Disco Station by Asha Bhonsle (Hathkadi)
  10. Aap jaisa koi by Nazia Hassan (Qurbaani – I remember this song ever since I was a kid)
  11. Nanna munna raahi hoon (Son of India. Boy this was my favorite song since childhood. I remember singing this every Independence Day!!!)
  12. Mujhpe Toofan Uthaaye Logon ne (Tehzeeb – OK movie… but awesome songs)
  13. Na Shikwa Hota Na Gila Hota (Tehzeeb)
  14. Maana Ho Tum behad haseen by KJY (Toote khilone ..awesome music by Bappi Lahiri)
  15. Maine poocha jaam se by Mohd. Rafi (Abdullah)
  16. Aaj unse pehli mulaakaat hogi by Kishore Kumar (Paraya dhan)
  17. Piyu bole Piya bole (Parineeta)

Ok … now its time for some Tamil Nos.

  1. Mannil Indha by the superb SPB (Keladi kanmani)
  2. Oh Raagini by SPB and Chithra
  3. Minnale En by SPB (May maadham – awesome music by ARR)
  4. Thendrale Thendrale by Unnikrishnan (Kaadhal desam)
  5. Nalam Nalamariya by SPB and Anuradha (Kaadhal Kottai)
  6. Kaalamellam kaadhalvaalg by Unnikrishnan (Kaadhal Kottai)
  7. Kannodu kaanbadellam by Nityashree (Jeans)
  8. Ninnu kori varnam by SPB and Chithra set to the Gopikamanohara raaga (Agni Nakshatram. music by the divine Illayaraja)
  9. Almost all of the freakin’ songs from Boys!!

Ok… and coming up next, we have the Telugu Songs:

  1. All the Songs of Saagara Sangamam, Shankaraabharanam, Annamayya, Abhinandanam, Swati Mutyam.
  2. Anaganaga by Koti (from Nuvve kaavaali)
  3. O Paapa laali by SPB (Geetanjali)
  4. Manasantha nuvve (Mansantha Nuvve)
  5. Kilakila mani by SPB (Coolie No 1)

And I keep listening to some Malayalam Songs from my CD. Some being

  1. Chembuve poove
  2. Ariyaade Ariyaade
  3. yaaro idametti
  4. vaalkannirudiya makaranilaavil
  5. vennila chandanakkinnam
  6. samayamidapoorva saayaannam
  7. maanamtelinnelinmaal (I guess thatz how its spelt.. a very nice song though :D)